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About Me


Kenny Goh
08th November 1990

He said,

One of the things I learned the hard way was that it doesn't pay to get discouraged. Keeping busy and making optimism a way of life can restore your faith in yourself.

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

was back from grand cathy.
went to catch HSM3 in the evening.
the first thing i woke up, went to bath and went over to grand cathy to get HSM3 tickets for the evening.
HSM3 really rox the whole theatre.
especially Vanessa Ann Hudgens!.
she's so pretty.
so gorgeous.
totally fabulous.

High School Musical 3 has a beautiful cast, a well put together wardrobe and (what seemed to me) a larger collection of well-choreographed song numbers. I found the song and dance sections of the film to be quite a bit different in the third movie than in the previous ones. This time, there was more emphasis on the props and coordinated sequences, much like a traditional Broadway production… or even a Frank Sinatra movie! Beyond this, the film played out much the way I expected, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. The most important thing was that the 9-year-old loved it. Target demographic reached. Mission accomplished Disney.

here is Vanessa Ann Hudgens who is Gabriella in the show.
she got a beautiful voice.

well, i will be going back school on this coming tuesday.
when i go back to school, i really have to buck up.
i have missed two weeks of school and a lot of catch work need to be done.
work hard.
got to really buck up when im back in school.
hope you have enjoyed you birthday with jas. lol.
jas, if you see this, please help me wish him a belated birthday.
I WANT TO WATCH HSM3 AGAIN..........................

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/25/2008 02:37:00 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

i dunno is this a prank or is it by the real person. but just when my father suddenly collapsed at home and all out of breath, dear mr kenny goh sent me a sms that i swear i will never forget.

thank you so much... for all these you did. through you, i saw how 'true' friendships could be. all 4 whom i held closest to my heart had actually been quite a lie. perhaps my concerns and advises had really seem unneccessary coz afterall humans only like those who agrees with them.

this is what you claimed.
after knowing each other for so many years, so many years of friendship with you, i really appreciate and thank you for whatever you have sacrifice and give to this friendship.
so i assume that after knowing each other for so long or rather i should say a very close freindship you should know my character, my attitude all that consist of ME very well. but on the passage you post on your blog which i have copy and paste onto this post which is the first passage.
you dunno is the message you recieved is a prank or is it by the real person?
well, the point i want to focus on is after so long of friendship we had, you cant even figure out the sender of the message. is this what i get from all these years of friendship.
i dun have to say much. becos my guilt is clear. you can have whatever impression of me now, but i can swear that i have done my part as a best friend in this friendship we used to have.

i do appreciate all those advices and concerns you have given me.
but afterall, why i do put aside all those questions and ? in my mind?.
because, i decided to risk it this time round.
why?. why i decided to do that?.
is because the emotions that all humans being has been searching for throughout their lives. LOVE. LOVE IS REALLY INVOLVED THIS TIME.
ask yourself, in the past, when you are in love, and you are in the situation of mine what will you do?
remembered the time you and him broke off and what did you do?.
didn't you went to get chocolates for him and wait at his block's downstairs to wait for him?
why? did you ever ask yourself why you do that?
is because afterall, you still loved him.

so being as my best friend, is this the kind of reaction i get from you, when i have found my loved one?
asked yourself for all the past relationship you have, did we all, Jasmine, Ruby, Stan and me give you the reaction and emotion of HATRED?
do you still remembered the time at marina square?
how much time we talked to you about your relationship?
we showed you clearly of the path you have and we did our part of your best friend to be there for you.
whenever you need us, if we do have the time, didnt we go out together in a clique still?

you should know by yourself, after secondary school, we have all start our journey on our own.
we cant be always together in a clique anymore.
stan in jc.
rups, jas and me in ite.
you are studying private.
so ask yourself, do we still have the time together and do all those crazy stuffs we used to do together?
and did we ever complain that no one is there for us?

please!. stop having all those emotions and feeling that we aren't always there for you AT ALL.
whenever i have the time during my holidays, whenever you asked me out, did i ever reject it?.

ask yourself katherine!
when did we do anthing unfair to you?

all thanks to my brother.
school just started and i have to miss two weeks of school and stay at home like a TOOT.
sob sob.

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/16/2008 04:10:00 PM

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Forget the risks,
Take the falls,
as long as it is worth it.

rups told me that,
and it really put me into the thinking mood.

after all the thoughts and all the advices i recieved.
and after the one week without contacting you.
i realized that i still love you,
i miss you.
and i make up my mind apart from all the questions that appeared in my head,
i told myself im going to risk it to be with you.

so now, i will try my fucking best to forget the past.
i want to move on with you.
i want you to be by my side.

please, dun disappoint me again.
please, dun hurt me again,
please, dun make me regret from risking it.

I love you.

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/09/2008 01:24:00 AM

Monday, October 06, 2008

My heart felt empty.
i cant figure out why.
im really confused now.
Whatever you have been doing for the past few days, it really shaking my heart.
i scared that i regret.
i scared that i have lose the will to commit and love anymore.
can you please go away?.
im really suffering.
im tired.

now i began to fear the silence of the night.
Quiet, Dark, Lonely.
it makes me think about the past.
and i felt that i have lost myself.
i dun know what i want now.

Im having sleepless night again.

All the while I showered you with trust and love
you left me a cut so deep I don't deserve
I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you
But I know I just don't have the power to carry on anymore.

but i always remembered that no matter what my DARLINGS are always here for me.

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/06/2008 01:23:00 PM

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Second post today.
nothing to do.
meeting Katherine for coffee later in the evening.
still waiting for her message as her niece is at her house.

i had some thoughts.
i should stop emo-ing.
there's no point.
i should start planning on my new lifestyle.
well, having some thoughts just now, i realize that i have actually stop exercising for a very very long time.
so i promise myself, from tmr start, i will go for swimming twice to thrice a week.
why swimming?.
becos i live to swim. hahaha.

i want to get back my old lean fit body and the fabulous tan colour.
cant wait.
dun be shocked, my darlings.
well, i just dun want to waste my youth anymore.

im turning eighteen soon.
in about 1 month and 4 days time.
8th November.
and that will be my time of my life.

so i should enjoy my 17 before 18 catch up on me.

trying to find songs to update into my mp3 as im so sick of the songs inside it.
even though i have 350 songs inside, im sick of every single one. as almost everyday they are being played into my ears over and over again.
so i went to download songs by the calling.
and I LOVE IT.
even though is not the latest songs ever and is quite a old band but i still love it.

1.The Calling-Wherever you go
2.The Calling-For you
3.The Calling-Believing
4.The Calling-Could it be any harder
5.The Calling-Anything
6.The Calling-These are the best day of our lives
7.The Calling-Chasing the Sun
8.The Calling-Our lives
9.The Calling-Stigmatized
10.The Calling-Adrienne

if you guys free, try listening to them.
i have update my playlists.
Believing by THE CALLING.

Title: The Calling - Believing lyrics

I'm one man to make a difference
I'm one soul all persistence
In a dark world, just trying to make things right
Choices we weren't given
Any heroes and our decision
Is to stand up and fight for ourselves

To be free
Is all we want to be
When everything seems so far out of reach
But I know, no matter where we go
I'll never stop believing in me

Woke up bent and broken
Just to find that fate has spoken
And I call out I call out for change
For every moment that remains
For every sinking stone to find its place
Long before they're washed away

To be free
Is all we want to be
When everything seems so far out of reach
But I know, no matter where we go
I'll never stop believing in me

We've been waiting for too long
We've been giving in to wrong
We've been broken to pieces one by one

We're gonna know
We're gonna know
When the moment comes

To be free
Is all we want to be
When everything seems so far out of reach
I need to know, no matter where we go
I'll never stop believing in me

To be free
Is all we want to be
When everything seems so far out of reach
I need to know, no matter where we go
I'll never stop believing in me

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/04/2008 04:24:00 PM

Everything is gone.
you have made me closed one last door for you.
do you know how suffering i am?
do you know how much i have done for you?
do you know how much you have hurt me?

i do still love you.
but after so many things that had happened, it seems like we dun belong together.
i asked myself this question
will i be happier if im single again?
my heart tell me yes, i will.

im really suffering.
im really in pain.
im really very hurt.
im really very disappointed.

i need to be alone.

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/04/2008 01:25:00 PM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

i opened my eyes.
i was in reality once again.
i saw my grandma standing next to me.
she told me that Grandpa was hospitalized again.
the first new i heard this morning.
very sudden, very shocked.
just like the time he was admitted to the hospital.
this time round, things became worse.
half of his liver not functioning anymore.
his heart is not working well.
the rest of the parts are not functioning that well too.
they are going to break down anytime.
im scared once again.
very scared.

he's now in the hospital.
in the A&E department,
doctors should be doing blood tests, x ray and stuffs.
until now, they are still examining him.
Auntie Yen and the maid is in the hospital with him.

well, i dun know what to say.

Please dun make me close one more door,
I dun wanna hurt anymore,
Or must i imagine you there,
You see through, right to the heart of me,
you break down the walls of mine, with the strength of your love.
please, i beg you, dun hurt me again.

peepintomyblog.BS.com 10/02/2008 02:45:00 PM