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About Me

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Kenny Goh
08th November 1990

He said,

One of the things I learned the hard way was that it doesn't pay to get discouraged. Keeping busy and making optimism a way of life can restore your faith in yourself.

Kenny Goh | Create Your Badge

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alternative exits.

» Bobo (:
» Cherry (:
» Class 512(:
» Delphine (:
» Evelyn (:
» Jas(:
» Jessica (:
» Jia Yi(:
» Joanna(:
» Katherine (:
» Kelvin (:
» Li Kuan (:
» Luanne (:
» MinEr (:
» Naomi (:
» Patrick (:
» Pei Wen (:
» Raphaelle (:
» Rhian (:
» Ruby (:
» Sandra (:
» Sista Walla (:
» Sharon (:
» Simon(:
» Stan (:
» Thaddea (:
» Xenia Teo (:
» Xin Yi (:
» YiPei(:


Thursday, November 27, 2008

"And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck. And kiss your face, hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at any random places and talk about the day.

Talk about your day and laugh at your, your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't even listen to, watch great films, watch terrible films. And tell you about the TV-program I saw the night before, and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning, but let you sleep in for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your tits, your arse. Sit on the steps, thinking 'till your neighbours come home. Sit on the steps thinking 'till you come home. And worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance.

Be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin, and get scared when you're angry. I tell you you're gorgeous, and hug you when you're anxious, and hold you when you're hurt, want you when I smell you, offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you. Whimper when I'm not. Dribble on your breast. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh.

But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. And wonder who you are, but I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. And ask you to marry me, and you say no again but I keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It's empty without you but I want what you want and think. I'm losing myself.

But... But. But.

I'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. Answer your questions when I'd rather not, and tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over, but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you.

And somehow, somehow, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love... I have for you."

Labels:I think i have fallen in love with you, but i'm afraid to tell you......................


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/27/2008 01:15:00 AM


Sunday, November 23, 2008

THE NOTEBOOK.(shown in Year 2004)

The movie starts off with an old man in a nursing home reading a story to an old woman each day. The story he reads is about two young lovers named Allie Hamilton and Noah Calhoun. They met one evening at a carnival many years ago. Although Allie refuses Noah's request to go on a date at first, she changes her mind after a double date with her friend. After that, they spent the whole summer together. Allie's parents disapproved of this and separate Noah and Allie because of Noah's lack of wealth. After waiting for Noah to write to her for several years, Allie meets and becomes engaged to a handsome young soldier named Lon.

Allie did not know that Noah had written 365 letters, one letter a day for a year. He stops writing after a year because he had never gotten a response. In a local newspaper years later, Noah's picture catches Allie's eye. He is standing in front of a fully restored, 200 year-old home. The article is filled with praise for his accomplishments. Allie's heart nearly bursts and she faints; the last time she saw the house it was rotted and decaying, and Noah spoke of his plans to buy and renovate the house.

With her love for Noah still alive, the picture pulls at her heart. She feels she must go back, see if Noah is okay, and tell him about her marriage. Noah seems distant when first seeing Allie. However, he invites her in after she mistakenly drives into his fence. Noah and Allie have lunch, visit and Noah walks her to her car later that evening. He asks her to come back the next morning, as he has something he wants to show her. Allie goes to her hotel, where she gets a phonecall from Lon. She tells Lon that she's tired, and will call him the next day. She goes back to Noah's house in the morning and he takes her out on the lake in a rowboat. Noah shows Allie a part of the lake, where hundreds of white ducks are gathered. It starts to rain heavily, and turns into an absolute downpour. They both wonder why each other ended the relationship and Allie says that she was never ready for the relationship to be over, to which Noah replies "It never was over for me, it still isn't over", Allie asks Noah why he never wrote to her. Noah tells Allie that he wrote 365 letters but she apparently had never received them, and he then kisses Allie passionately. He carries her into the house, where they make love for the first time. When Allie's mother comes to pick her up after a few days, she learns that her mother's true love is a lumberjack whom she visits to see and wonder what would've happened had she followed her heart. She then leaves Allie to decide who she would like to be with after giving her the letters that Noah sent. Allie is then faced with the decision of picking between her finance Lon, and her true love Noah.

In the end, she realizes that she needed Noah in her life. She returned to Noah and they lived a long, wonderful life together. Allie gets Alzheimer's and soon forgets all of her life with Noah. Noah reads from a notebook Allie had written about all that happened in their life together, and soon gets Allie to remember, despite what her doctors said. At night, Noah sneaks into Allie's room and they die together peacefully in their sleep.

Directed by Nick Cassavetes. With Ryan Gosling, Tim Ivey, Rachel McAdams.

Comments after watching the movie:
a wonderful story. after watching it, you can tell how much they love each other. their belief of the love they have for each other. the passion their love had. and the belief that the love in them can creat a miracle. Allie has a lot of decision making for her life in the movie. but still, i think she chose the right one. there's a lot of LOVE in this movie. the love they had for each other are simple but is very strong. stronger than any love you once had. so much stronger. so much profound.....

all thanks to Jonathan for getting me the disc (the notebook) as my birthday present.

i love this show.
if you have the time, go to any dvd shop to get this and watch it.
i reccomand this movie to those who are a very into romance, love movies.............
because to ohers who dun really into this kind of movie, i think you guys will fall asleep half way throught the show. =)
this is really great.


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/23/2008 05:24:00 PM


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Back from school!
wink wink =>
well, things getting busy at my side.
beside attending lessons in school, i have to attend additional lessons in Starbucks HQ!

yesterday, went to attend my first module 'First Impression".
all about starbuck's history, core values, mission, starbuck's dress code and blah blah blah.
and i was given this fucking thick book from store-in-charge.
the book will be my textbook throughout the whole course.
the first thing came into my mind was
"oh god! back to secondary school life!"

i dun know whether is this a good thing or a bad thing.
THEY HAVE ALREADY PLANNED MY COURSE SCHEDULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
is all the way till 06-12-2008.
the on the 6th December which is the last day of my lesson, i have to take a theory test and practical test.
and then i will be given the Barista Certificate.

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Labels: Im into Dota lately. is that a good thing? i wonder.................................


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/18/2008 03:30:00 PM


Monday, November 10, 2008

After three to four weeks of absence from school due to chicken pox and my grandpa,
finally, im back to school.
first day of school, i realized that i got to catch up a lots of things.
missed plenty of practicals and theory.
Miss Leong was very kind to give me additional lessons and practicals.
hopefully, i can be back on track with the class.

today, while Miss Leong was teaching colouring theroy, i totally dun understand a thing.
seeing all those charts and tables, my mind went blank.
im like huh? what the heck is she talking about??

it seems like i really got to buck up.
kenny, kenny, kenny
work hard!
:)

today in school, i heard this song playing from Raphaelle Gan's phone.

Why by Secondhand Serenade


it is a very nice song.
check through the lyrics and find that the lyrics suit me so much.


The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

I should've known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...




Labels: life is full of colours, be happy :)


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/10/2008 09:53:00 PM


Sunday, November 09, 2008

just got back from marina square.
met up with my darlings....... STAN, RUPS and SISTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
thank you guys so much.
even though i cant celebrate my birthday because of my grandpa.
but still at least i felt fortunate and happy with you guys around.

to stan, rups and sista!.
thank you so much.
even though i cant celebrate but im happy with the dinner and coffee session.
my main aim for this birthday is to celebrate with my darlings.
i dun need a loud or happening celebration.
i just need you guys around and that's enough.
a big thank you to you guys.
and I LOVE YOU................................................

:)

i cant believe im 18 already.


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/09/2008 12:40:00 AM


Saturday, November 08, 2008

08.11.08.
MY BIRTHDAY!.
IM 18 YEARS OLD ALREADY.
FINALLY!.
AFTER SO LONG.
IM 18..............................................................
MUHAHAHAHHAH.

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to Kenny,
Happy Birthday to me.


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/08/2008 12:06:00 AM


Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/05/2008 08:39:00 PM




The Grandchildren with Grandma and Grandpa

Grandpa, Brother, Me and Grandma

Me, Lynn, Edmund, Sandra and Grandpa

Me, Brother and Grandpa

GOODBYE GRANDPA!.
I WILL MISS YOU.

1st November 2008.
the day grandpa stopped breathing,
the day grandpa's heart stop beating.

six day before my birthday.
grandpa's gone.
and i was still 17.

i miss him a lot.
i cant hold his hands again.
i cant feed him water anymore.
i wont get to see him again.
he's gone forever.

but he always stay in my heart.

To YEYE,
I LOVE YOU.
I MISS YOU.
I will always remember the things you did for me when i was still a little one.
I will always remember you playing games with me and brother.
I will always remember your smile.
I will always remember your touch.
I really miss you.

Yeye,
rest in peace.
i will take care of myself.
i will work hard and study hard.
to me, you are a very great grandpa.
i love you.
you taught me well,
you guide me well.

I LOVE YOU, GRANDPA!.




you are forever in my heart.


peepintomyblog.BS.com 11/05/2008 05:39:00 PM